Ego Erit non Deditionem, Ego Erit non do usque!

I Really should keep going with this blog because i am going to have to start blogging again anyway so i have titled this in my fave language Latin i will not surrender, i will not give up! and for good reason i'm not going to surrender to my high strong co workers, boss, friends. I am going to be me and i will do what i want when i want unless it's 
breaking the law
against my faith
against art
coinciding with school
going to hurt me in the long run
makes to much pressure on my brain
makes me feel as though i'll explode
makes me fall ill
breaks my heat
ok well hurts me or anyone else involved in the long run.  I want to make it out of this world alive! HAHA! i love puns.  i can say that i have decided on where and what i want my first tattoo to be of and it will hurt like the dickens but i'm ok with it because its meaningful and special.
I want a razor blade on my wrist that looks like the words Never Go Back are etched into it because almost killing my self from cutting over the summer has made me realize a lot and i'm so glad that i made it.  i'm glad that i've received help and i'm doing much better.  Thats one of the reasons i wanted my concentration to be abuse.  I have my stories, many of them coinciding and you have yours maybe we can find them one day intertwining.  I hope it will bring me inspiration.
Excited and Hopeful
Yours Truly
KAL<3

This is one of my favorite artists his names MARK RYDEN check him out! really creepy surrealism but i love it!!!